nted to hold her in his arms again, imagining living and eating with her just like they used to, going to work together. 。Ke Qiao Shunchen knew that doing so would still cause Qin Jingwen unexpected h...Qin Jingwen interacted with her child but never took the initiative to say a word to Qiao Shunchen throughout the whole time.

Although she was nothing, although she had no relationship with Joe Shunchen 。But Joe Shunchen must at least have the basic respect for her, he can't just speak to her when he's happy and ignore her when he's not, not even with a punctuation mark. 。"Wenwen, I apologize for what happened in the studio that day because of the money." 。Just as Qin Jingwen was thinking about something, Qiao Shunchen spoke out an apology. 。"It's nothing" 。"Qin Jingwen wasn't truly angry because of the money. However, she accepted his apology no matter what reason he gave, only on the surface. 。That day I was going to tell you about my business trip, but because I was angry, I didn't say anything. 。I'm sorry, I was rude. I didn't consider your feelings. 。"From now on, we won't fight because of money anymore." Let me know if you have any other translations you need!。Joe Shun-chen knew what he did was petty, knew he should have greeted Qin Jingwen, knew he shouldn't have gone for days without a single phone call. 。Knowing I was wrong, I apologized. I just don't know if Qin Jingwen can truly forgive me. 。"Everyone said there's nothing " 。There won't be any money problems in the short term, so there won't be any arguments. 。"I have money now. I made a lot of money from the game over four months with Chu Yang. It can solve all my problems." 。Qin Jingwen was able to bring up this matter because she wanted to tell Qiao Shunchen that she would never use his money again, and therefore there was no need to argue anymore. 。"Mommy, did you make money" 。"Yeah, Mom made money." 。When you grow up, Mom will give each of you a house. You can go to your own house whenever you feel down or don't want to come home. 。"This was Qin Jingwen's long-planned strategy. These were the only things she could give her children." 。 “I don't want to, I won't live alone>>> 。George Hsu voiced opposition. 。"Now I don't want to live alone, when you grow up and have your own things to worry about, you won't want to live with Mom and Dad anymore." 。At that time, you needed a private space. 。“ Qin Jingwen understands the feelings of children growing up, and is now starting to prepare for them. ” 。"If I really need to, I'll earn money to buy a house myself. Mom, don't work too hard for us." 。"But I don't think I need it, I never want to be separated from my mom and dad, I want to live with you both forever. " 。Joe Hsueh's idea was that simple, and Qin Jingwen felt a pang of pain after hearing it. 。She knew Joe Hsu said these things as a kind of hope for the family. 。He never had a complete family since he was a child, he didn't experience the warmth of home and was abused by Song Yien instead. Therefore, he craved family even more than Ban Yue, to the point that every intense reaction originated from him. 。"Well, I wonder if you'll still be able to say that when you're in your teenage years." 。When the time comes, being willful and throwing a tantrum again, the most annoying thing is parents. You probably want to escape your parents' control more than anyone else. 。Qin Jingwen pretended not to hear the meaning behind Qiao Zixuan's words and jokingly continued. 。"Until now, there hasn't been a normal home. When I reached adolescence, I acted recklessly and showed it to anyone who would look. Who could tolerate my temper" 。Even though I want to be angry, I don't have the energy for it when both my parents are gone. 。" Joe Hsu was overcome with emotion and couldn't control himself, so he said a few more words. " 。His words made the private room fall silent, and Joe Xuen only then realized he had spoken wrongly. 。"I'm sorry, Mom. I'm sorry, Dad. I shouldn't have spoken like that." 。After apologizing, Qiao Zixuan continued to eat, but it was clear that his mood was very bad. 。 It's heartbreaking to think that a child, only six or seven years old, has to bear such psychological pressure. Qin Jingwen can't help but feel deeply sorry for him. 。Childhood, ah, should be the happiest age, but her child lost such rights from birth. 。"No, I'm sorry. It's Mom and Dad who..." 。I'm sorry, Mom and Dad. 。Qin Jingwen had to apologize because she couldn't give the child what he wanted. 。"Mom, I have one more thing to say. No matter where you go, don't leave me and my sister behind. I want to go with you." 。"

The reason I brought this topic up again is that when I woke up this morning and didn't see Mom, knowing that Mom had left the suburbs, I worried that Mom would never come back and that she would always leave them. " 。However, the unwavering choice to leave with her mother instead of staying with her father was still driven by fear of abuse if she remained with him. The fear of encountering another stepmother like Song Yiren loomed large. 。The private room fell silent once more, a silence that consumed Qin Jingwen's life like a merciless ocean. She ached, she suffered, she struggled helplessly yet her heart was filled with guilt. 。“Brother, don't worry, Mom won't abandon us.” 。Keep eating, this barbecue is so delicious! 。"

Ban Yue is not a foodie, saying these things is just to ease the atmosphere

She could tell her parents were both embarrassed, and she could see the fear in her brother's eyes that he hadn't completely concealed. 。She was also afraid of her mom and dad leaving, but because she didn't go through the same thing as her brother, she wasn't as panicked. 。"Mommy Daddy I'm sorry 。After saying sorry again, Qiao Zixuan obediently ate his meal, but his mood wasn't as excited as before. 。Qin Jingwen had no words to respond, speechless. Facing her child, she only felt guilt, nowhere to even begin to make amends. 。Everyone was happy to eat, but Qiao Zixuan's few words pierced everyone's hearts. 。The conversation started with money, and trying to avoid it ended up affecting the mood at dinner. 。Until the barbecue was finished, there was no improvement. 。

Two children asked to live with their mother at home, Qin Jingwen did not refuse out of guilt.

Qiao Shunchen couldn't bear to leave several people behind, so he insisted on returning to Qin Jingwen's home with them. 。Both children had returned to their rooms to sleep. Qiao Shunchen felt it was necessary to have a deep conversation with Qin Jingwen once more. 。Then, I went to Qin Jingwen's room without permission. 。"Would you like to talk" He asked Qin Jingwen's opinion, at the same time sitting down beside her bed. 。"I already feel so guilty towards the children, I don't want to talk about it anymore." 。"

Qin Jingwen Xin knew exactly what Qiao Shunchen wanted to talk about. She resisted the topic because it was meaningless " 。"Some things must be resolved psychologically to feel comfortable, it's not something that can pass just by avoiding talking about it." 。" Winnie, you heard the children, they really crave a warm and stable home 。"I was a jerk, I ignored you too much. " 。I know you hate me, I know you can't accept what I did. 。"But can you look at the child's face and give me another chance Give the child a complete family as well. " 。Joe Shunchen spoke in one breath, afraid that Qin Jingwen would interrupt him halfway and not give him a chance to speak. 。But this time, it was definitely an exception. Qin Jingwen actually listened to him finish speaking. 。Qin Jingwen didn't listen seriously and also knew what Qiao Shunchen wanted to say. She remained silent, not interrupting him, but was thinking about how to answer this question. 。"How many times do I have to tell you before you understand We can't be together. Even if we try, it's only for the sake of the child, and we'll eventually break up anyway." 。"Do you think it's better to not give children any hope at all, or to give them expectations and then disappoint them" 。Qin Jingwen was not in a hurry. This time, she wanted to have a good talk with Qiao Shunchen and hoped they would work together to create the best possible living environment for their child. 。"Why say it that way, why do we have to break up" 。I have done my best to resolve everything that happened before, and things are all sorted out. There are no obstacles between us anymore. 。Joe Shun-chen and Qin Jingwen had different ideas. He felt they would get better, not break up. 。The obstacles between us will always exist, one solved and another arises, like weeds sprouting anew every year, adding fresh leaves year after year. 。When do you think we can finish this 。"And even if there were no objections between you and me, the gap between us is too wide. 。When two people with a huge difference in values get married, they will eventually find it impossible to adapt to each other and ultimately choose to end the relationship. 。Qin Jingwen rattled off one reason after another, and at this moment she realized there were so many reasons, and there were still many that she didn't know if she had a chance to finish saying today. 。I don't think so, I don't think that the gap in material conditions is a reason not to get married. 。As long as two people in love are together, all difficulties can be overcome. 。"And just in terms of money, you're not inferior to me, in fact you're even better. " 。" Qiao Shunchen was stating facts, not trying to please Qin Jingwen by getting close to her. " 。Qin Jingwen's excellence and fullness are not only seen by him, but everyone can see it clearly. 。"Don't joke around, even if it was just about money, I wouldn't be confident on one side. " 。"Maybe we should just think of other ways. Life isn't just about romantic love, you know You can respect me, admire me, and even be my best friend." 。I think this is the most suitable relationship for us to maintain in the long run. 。Qin Jingwen couldn't say too many inappropriate reasons. Perhaps it wasn't Qiao Shunchen's problem, maybe it was her own problem. 。In short, she dared not and could not take her relationship with Qiao Shunchen further, let alone marriage. 。The other day she wavered, even tossing aside all obstacles and wanting to accept Joe Shunchen. 。She thought Qiao Shunchen was serious about her and that she could trust him. 。But he still remembered Ye Wen and even went abroad to look for that woman. 。Qin Jingwen finally came to her senses. It turned out he hadn't changed at all. The woman who was important to him still occupied the most important place in his heart. 。So she was wavering, but she also felt disheartened once again. 。"Wenwen, these are just a few excuses among many. No matter how many reasons I give to justify myself, you'll always have a counter-argument." 。I don't want to make friends, I just want to be with the people I love. 。“Tell me all your obstacles, you can write them down too. I will solve them one by one, and never give you any reason to refuse me again.” 。" Joe Shun-chen realized he still couldn't convince Qin Jingwen. She was hurt too deeply, and until now, he wasn't completely transparent himself. 。< He's trying, but she's pulling back. > 。"The reason for rejection is enough. " Let me know if you have any other text you'd like me to translate!。"If I don't love you, then I can't marry you." 。"

After much deliberation, this reason is the most direct refusal to Qiao Shunchen's proposal.

"。Who could force her to marry him if she didn't love him If she didn't love him, both of them could give up completely. 。Although Qiao Shunchen knew Qin Jingwen was just joking, his eyes, filled with anticipation, were still hurt. 。He looked at Qin Jingwen sadly, not knowing how to make her take back what she just said. 。"Are you sure you don't love me" Qiao Shunchen asked back, staring straight at Qin Jingwen 。ned this time. 。The past unhappiness will not happen again, and they will definitely be happy in the future. 。"And it's important that there are two children, who are very eager to have a complete fa...