leave B city She's only twenty years old, all she has is a high school diploma, if you kick her out of B city, what will she eat, where will she live""A doting mother spoils her child!" Xiang Jianguo...Jiang Qingran twitched her lips, the action tugging at the injured wound on her face, causing a slight sting. But compared to the pain she usually endured when being beaten, it was nothing at all.
She asked herself countless times over the course of this period.
Regret it
Hate it
Guilt
But the result never changed, she didn't regret it, nor did she hate or feel guilty.
She just couldn't understand this thing called love. She liked Kanagawa because he was the best. Whether it was his looks, abilities, or family background, he was one in a million. Only someone like him deserved her.
Why would Kanchigawa like Hoshino
A-Wai is reckless, stupid, just like Xiang Yu. If it weren't for her family having some money and being somewhat good-looking, they wouldn't be anything!
She tried so hard, she did so much for Kanchwan, why just won't he like her
Jiang Qingran couldn't figure it out, so she stopped thinking about it.
No matter how much she thought about it, she couldn't change the fact that she had lost, and she had lost completely—a month ago, Hanchuan had arranged for someone to tell her that Xiang Wan was still alive and even sent them their wedding invitation.
A-Wai is still alive and living a happy life, but she's suffering in prison. Isn't that a loss
She was a gracious loser, holding no grudge against Xiang Wan or Han Chuan Ge. She also didn't feel guilty, only that they owed each other nothing.
Tap!
When Jiang Qingran's thoughts were racing, the prison door opened.
The guard walked in, “Jiang Qingran, your brother’s here to see you.”
"I... brother" Jiang Qingran hadn't spoken in a long time, because there was nothing to say, and she didn't want to speak to those people.
At this time, his voice was hoarse and unusually dry.
The prison guard nodded and called out to someone at the same time, then together they lifted Jiang Qingran up and walked out.
Their actions were not rude, but neither were they gentle; at least, Jiang Qingran felt very uncomfortable. However, a smile was plastered on her face at this moment.
Since her imprisonment, no one has visited her, not even her family.
Sometimes when those men were on top of her, releasing their desires, she would stare at the ceiling and wonder if the world outside prison had already forgotten about her.
Jiang Qingran went to the meeting room and saw Jiang Qifeng through the glass.
He seemed to be faring poorly, looking much thinner. The warmth in his demeanor had become more introspective and composed.
The guards put her in a seat and then, holding a megaphone, brought it to her ear.
"Brother," Jiang Qingran gave him a light smile, just like she always did when she called him.
"Hmm." Jiang Qifeng replied with a grunt, his gaze sweeping over her neck, which was covered in kiss marks and scars. After a long silence, he finally asked with difficulty, "Have you... been alright these past few days"
He looked at Jiang Qingran with eyes filled with sympathy and a hint of tenderness, which made her heart ache. She wanted to tuck in her sleeves, but her hands wouldn't budge. "That's good," she managed, her voice tight.
She looked at him, a smile still playing on her face.
Jiang Qi Feng's Adam's apple bobbed, his fist clenching slightly, "Sorry, this is all I could manage to come see you."
He had been angry with her, hating how she used him. But after the anger subsided, he still found ways to see her.
The He family and Xiang family had already made arrangements with the prison side, even informing the Zhao family. He put in a lot of effort, and only now was he able to see her.
"Why apologize" Jiang Qingran curved her eyes, her voice soft, "Aren't you here to see me"
Jiang Qi Feng opened his mouth, his eyes were slightly red, but he didn't say anything.
"Time is short, if I don't say anything now, who knows when we'll meet next." Jiang Qingran looked as calm and collected as someone visiting a prisoner.
Jiang Qifeng opened his mouth several times before finally saying, "Mom and Dad are getting a divorce."
"Then you married Uncle He" Jiang Qingran's expression remained unchanged.
Jiang Qi Feng looked up at her, his eyes full of surprise. "Has anyone told you"
"I guessed as much," Jiang Qingran said. "But someone like my uncle, who has cherished Mother for so many years, it's only because he couldn't have her. Now that he has, he'll quickly grow tired of her."
She paused for a moment, then curved her lips, "If you don't want so much trouble, just stop contacting Mom."
Jiang Qifeng frowned, this made him feel ashamed, but he still felt, "Uncle has liked Mom for so many years and always caters to her, he shouldn't do anything that would hurt Mom."
As for his reaction, Jiang Qingran wasn't surprised, "It's just a suggestion, whether to listen or not is your brother's business. But if you keep being so indecisive, I can only say, your days of suffering are just beginning."
I'm too similar to Auntie in terms of personality. I can't bear to say no to people around me, but unlike Haruka-san, I can't be wholeheartedly devoted to one person.
This dragging-his-feet personality will only make his life a mess.
Jiang Qi Feng finally got the chance to visit her once, and he didn't want to argue or talk about unpleasant things, so he changed the subject.
"Moona isn't dead, there's still room to negotiate your situation. Qingran, these things were wrong from the start. If you sincerely apologize to Moona and Hello General, they should..."
Jiang Qingran shook her head, interrupting him. "I lost and ended up like this, it's my own fault. But I owe them nothing and don't need to apologize. I just like Hanchuan ge, and I just tried my best."
"How can you still be so stubborn" Jiang Qi Feng's voice rose a few octaves, "You first framed Xiang Wan, and then attempted murder, these are all your faults! You…"
I didn't expect him to come in just to say these things.
Jiang Qingran couldn't say why, but there was a bit of sourness in her eyes. She swallowed lightly, moistened her throat, "It's time, brother, I'm leaving first."
She looked up at the guard and smiled, "Could you please send me back Thank you."
Two guards nodded and flanked her, walking her toward the door.
"Qingran, Qingran!!!" Jiang Qifeng shouted her name several times, his eyes bloodshot.
Ke Jiang Qingran didn't even turn her head. The prison guards directly escorted her back to her cell.
Before closing the door, she called out to the prison guard, "Could you please tell my brother something for me"
"You said so."
"Tell my brother for me," Jiang Qingran paused, her eyes shimmering with tears, a smile blooming like a fleeting flower, layer by layer. "Goodbye."
"Good."
Bang.
The door closed.
Jiang Qingran lay on the bed, tilting her head back, forcing down the sourness in the corners of her eyes. She had already lost. If she cried now, wouldn't that be a more thorough defeat
Today is the last day of the twelfth lunar month, and tomorrow is New Year's Day. All inmates are preparing for the New Year's Eve party.
She was the only one in the prison, and this was her most relaxed time.
Outside, the sound of firecrackers could be heard, and many people were already celebrating the New Year.
Jiang Qingran licked her dry lips, smiled, and used her mouth to take a towel from under the pillow and put it in the water glass.
A female inmate had been thinking about her for a long time. It was she who took the initiative to help the other party with oral sex, in exchange for the other party helping her prepare things.
Just doing these things, she was already exhausted.
She panted for a moment, struggling to move her body, bumping the cup in the process. Then, she took a towel in her mouth and carefully laid it down, finally pressing her entire face against it.
My five senses and seven orifices were blocked, making every breath a struggle.
Her head was fuzzy and she felt extremely unwell. Instinctively, her body wanted to flee, but her rationality held her in place.
The moment she was completely enveloped in darkness, a smirk played on her lips, and a single tear escaped from the corner of her eye.
Finally, it's time to die. It's good.
I hope that in the next life, there will be someone like Hanzawa-kun who loves A-chan the way he does.
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At the very moment of her death, she still admitted, she envied that woman whom she had always looked down upon.
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