dily agreed. 。“Into 。As the sound of the door opening reached his ears, Qiao Shunchen finally lifted his head to see Ye Wen. 。“How did you get here” Joseph Chen stopped his work, got up and walked d...Above are Qin Jingyi's thoughts, I don't know if others can accept them.
But she thought it was a workable solution, a way not to waste time. 。Qin Jingyi waited for Qiao Shunchen's reply, but Qiao Shunchen didn't know how to answer. 。His hatred was very selfish, and his hatred was not just for his father, but also for that woman. 。If you close one eye and open the other, letting him look for her, this hatred is just torturing yourself with no point in persisting. 。"Think it over, and please don't hold a grudge against your uncle." 。" Brother Qiao, I'll go in first. " 。"
Seeing Qiao Shunchen's distress, Qin Jingyi waited for a while but didn't get an answer. Disappointed, she went back >>> 。When Qin Jingyi came down, she had already made psychological preparations for failure, but she didn't expect Qiao Shunchen to be so stubborn. 。No wonder my elder sister vowed never to get involved in this matter, because no matter how hard she tried, it was all in vain. 。Qin Jingwen saw the two people in the gazebo from her child's room and roughly guessed what they were talking about. 。At this point, their conversation revolved solely around illness and hatred. 。She could also see that Qin Jingyi had gained nothing. 。I thought about going down to talk to Qiao Shunchen myself, but at this moment, she was thankful that it wasn't her who went down. 。 Qiao Shunchen, Qiao Shunchen, why bother You're making things difficult for yourself, don't you know Qiao Yu on the other hand was also unable to sleep. She would lie down and sit up, cry one moment and ponder the next. 。"Don't think about it anymore, just go to sleep. Dad's just having a minor surgery, there's nothing to worry about." 。"Jiang Kai didn't even know how many times he had said those words of persuasion, but Qiao Yu was still repeating her emotions and actions. 。“I’m not worried about the small surgery tomorrow, I’m worried about the big surgery, and Dad’s emotions.” 。“I'm afraid too, afraid that Dad will leave with regrets. " 。His regret is our regret as his children. If he were to leave us, our regret would be lifelong. 。" Qiao Yu understood some things, and she was afraid that the regrets of their family would be passed down from generation to generation. " 。" Qiao Yu, if you can understand this, that's enough. 。To make your dad relax, you have to let go of the hatred. 。It's not as serious as we thought. Dad should have the freedom and opportunity to make his own decisions, and also to find his own happiness. 。Seeing Qiao Yu had a chance to relax, Jiang Kai quickly seized the opportunity to add more persuasion. 。"Jing Yi is right, the person who benefits most from letting go of the past is yourself." 。Look, you've got your head stuck on this all day. It's affecting your rest, your mood, and it must be exhausting for you like this. 。"Let yourself go, and let Dad relax too." 。If he gets better, you'll still have a chance. But if he doesn't… you'll regret it for the rest of your lives. 。By this point, Jiang Kai had already seen Qiao Yu crying again. But strike while the iron is hot, even if she was crying, Jiang Kai couldn't miss this opportunity. 。James continued 。" Qiao Yu, the following words you might not like to hear, but I feel it's the truth. 。If it weren't for all these years of hatred from you, Dad wouldn't have been so repressed. He'd been suppressed for over twenty years, silent for over twenty years, and it's a miracle he's only just gotten sick now. 。"In other words, Dad wouldn't have gotten sick without your and Shunchen's hatred." 。"
This sentence is also something Jiang Kai had to say, although it's just his own opinion, he feels that there is some truth to it. " 。A person's mood has a direct impact on their health. The fact that his father-in-law has been suppressing his feelings for so many years must have taken a toll on his health. 。“Really because of us” Qiao Yu cried, asking Jiang Kai. She hadn't thought that her father's illness was caused by a bad mood, but when Jiang Kai said this, she felt very reasonable. 。Jiang Kai didn't speak, but just nodded affirmatively. 。Although saying this would make Qiao Yu sad and self-blaming, it's also the best way for her to let go. 。Seeing Jiang Kai nod, Qiao Yu burst into tears. She felt remorseful, sad and heartbroken all at once. 。She is heartbroken that she and Qiao Shunchen are the culprits, but how wicked were they to have driven their father to illness 。If they keep pushing him, will they drive his father to death 。Jiang Kai didn't offer any comfort, he just held Qiao Yu in his arms. 。She also has a lot of things bottled up inside her psychologically, needing release and catharsis. Otherwise, she might even drive herself sick. 。喬雨哭了很久才漸漸平靜下來。 。"I can forgive my father, but Shunchen is the most important." 。We also need to find a way to make Shunchen forgive Dad. 。 Qiao Yu has let go, even though she can't forgive the past or give it up. But she can bear to not interfere with her father or complain about him. 。But Qiao Shunchen couldn't do that. Once his father went to look for Qin Lan, he would move out of the suburbs, and their relationship would become as cold as it used to be. 。We’d better let Wenwen help with Shunchen's matter. You and I can't solve it. 。" Jiang Kai still had the old idea, and still felt that Qin Jingwen was the best candidate. 。They can also lend a hand but only in an auxiliary capacity. 。"Don't worry about this, Wenwen. Shunchen has brought it up several times, but Wenwen refused to talk about it every time." 。"These were all said by Qiao Shunchen and Qiao Yu, and even Qiao Yu couldn't think of a solution. " 。It's normal for anyone to not want to help after being hurt by someone like Shunchen. 。But now, besides Wenwen, we don't have any other good solutions. 。Jiang Kai understood Qin Jingwen's heart. Now it seemed that helping was equivalent to hurting himself without restraint. 。Why would anyone intentionally harm themselves 。But he had no good way, could only find an opportunity to persuade Qin Jingwen again. 。“Dad told me that things weren’t as we imagined they were back then.” 。Since Dad said that, there must be something hidden. 。And Dad also said that Mom's leaving had nothing to do with his infidelity. 。But Dad didn't say, so we don't know. 。"If it wasn't for dad, leaving wouldn't have happened. If only Shun-Chen knew the truth about this matter, he wouldn't hate dad." 。"
Qiao Yu said these words herself. When her father said them before, she couldn't get a word in. " 。Now, calm down and think it through carefully. That way, you can connect all the pieces of your father's words. 。My father was indeed an upright person, a man of great responsibility. 。If it was his fault, he wouldn't shirk responsibility, especially in front of his children where he would be even more of a fatherly figure. 。Then the problem should be with the mother, did she encounter other things that made her upset "How can we figure that out, Dad doesn't say, no one knows what the truth of the matter is" 。To hear Qiao Yu speak so calmly about past events was also a kind of comfort for Jiang Kai. 。Joe Yu has changed, his long-term efforts have finally borne fruit. 。"Uncle Zhou once told me, he thinks the problem is with Mom." 。But Zhou Shu said he didn't know the specific reason. 。Mom also has a friend who was very close to her, but that person is no longer alive. Otherwise, he might have known some things too. 。" Qiao Yu thought about it and felt sorry. His mother's friend was a clue, but the clue had been broken before his mother passed away. 。"Boy or girl" Jiang Kai inquired, probingly. 。"He's not just a friend, he's Mom's former boyfriend." 。However, a few days before his mother left, he died in a car accident. 。"
Qiao Yu told Jiang Kai everything she knew, hoping to find more clues and help Qiao Shunchen let go of everything. 。Only when the barriers in everyone's hearts are torn down can we truly be happy. 。"Boyfriend Died in a car accident" Jiang Kai was puzzled, but he didn't dwell on it too much. 。He was just wondering if his mother-in-law's departure had anything to do with his ex-boyfriend. 。"Jiang Kai, do you think Mom might have depression before jumping off the building" Without noticing Jiang Kai's confusion, Qiao Yu was thinking about other possibilities. 。"No, if he had depression, Dad wouldn't hide it." 。Besides, Zhou Shu said he didn't know. Do you believe him He has been with Dad for so many years, he is Dad's most trusted confidante. 。He knows things that you and Shunchen don't know. He said he doesn't know, which is very likely a cover-up. 。"Dad and Uncle Zhou didn't say anything, so it must be more complicated than just depression. " 。Jiang Kai was analyzing the key to the problem. In his view, things were not so simple at all. 。He thinks that "ex-boyfriend" has potential to study. 。"You're right. Maybe I can talk to Uncle Zhou sometime and see if he can tell me more." 。As soon as Jiang Kai spoke, Qiao Yu immediately overturned her own guess. 。Depression is definitely not a reason to hide, how could she be so foolish to think of depression 。It seems like one really does get foolish after pregnancy for three years. 。Even though it was Saturday and a day of rest, Song Xinzhe still found a doctor to operate on Qiao Liang. 。It was a minor operation, and it went very well. But the waiting afterwards made everyone anxious and fearful. 。Jiang Kai had something urgent to attend to and left temporarily. Qiao Yu remained seated by her father's bedside. 。And Qiao Shunchen had been sitting in the chair outside the ward, his head bowed and silent all along. 。Qin Jingwen walked out of the ward and saw that Qiao Shunchen had no reaction, so she sat directly beside him. 。Don't worry, uncle will be fine. 。“Qin Jingwen softly comforted Qiao Shunchen, she understood Qiao Shunchen’s mood at this moment, both worried and afraid, that kind of torment Qin Jingwen had experienced” 。Joe Shun-chen didn't speak or raise his head, he just let out a long sigh. 。It was like this breath was about to suffocate him, as if he wouldn't be able to keep his heart beating if he didn't let it out. 。"Birth, aging, sickness, and death are all experiences that everyone goes through. Your uncle is just sick, don't let yourself get too depressed." 。Qin Jingwen's worry was much greater than Qiao Shunchen's, not because Uncle Qiao and she were not related by blood, but because she had experienced things even more painful than this. 。"Wenwen, I don't know how you got through the accident at your home..." 。I feel like I'm suffocating. 。... feeling helpless, wanting to help but unable to. ... 。" Qiao Shunchen spoke, feeling the warmth of Qin Jingwen while also thinking about how to avoid being too repressed. " 。"I don't even know how I got through it, at the time, death seemed easier." 。But he couldn't die, he had no right to die. 。At that time, I felt that my life wasn't my own anymore. I had gambled everything on everyone else. 。"It's truly despairing, feeling like the entire sky is pitch black and constantly pressing down on me. " 。At that time, our family went from having everything to nothing in the blink of an eye. We were left with empty walls and no one to turn to. 。"Just me, alone... facing it all by myself..."
Thinking about who I used to be makes me want to suffocate. Qin Jingwen really doesn't know how she endured it all.
"Just thinking about it makes me feel bad for you, you must have been in so much pain back then." 。The most tragic thing about Qiao Shunchen growing up was losing his mother, but compared to Qin Jingwen, he was lucky. 。He had no bare walls, nor was he friendless. 。Even so, he found it unbearable. He really didn't know what kind of superpower Qin Jingwen used to get through it. 。en if she gave him a hundred explanations, Qiao Shunchen wouldn't believe any of them. 。"What was I thinking What did I think"Joe Shun-chen countered Qin Jingwen. 。You want me to have a room with oth...