olved of responsibility for harming his mother. Even if she wasn't the one who committed the crime, she was still an indirect perpetrator. 。How could he possibly be nice to the son of an indirect murd...Hou Shao lay in his arms, listening carefully to Gu Liechen's words, but his heart was a mix of worry, entanglement, and helplessness. 。Their first child was miscarried due to a molar pregnancy, this is their second child. 。After so long, they finally had a child again. It should have been a happy thing. 。
However, the timing of this child's arrival is just too inconvenient. 。Hou Shao wanted children with Gu Liechen, children who were theirs. She wanted a time when all the dust settled, they no longer had to hide, and they could live without worry or fear. 。It's clear that now, this time, is not the time. 。She was afraid that if she had a child, she wouldn't be able to move forward with him. She was even more afraid that she would become a burden to him. 。
If she were to choose to let go, not only would Gu Liechen definitely not allow it, but she herself wouldn't bear the thought of it for a single moment. 。Especially the truth about the first child being aborted, until now Hou Shao hasn't told Gu Liechen. 。Hou Shao looked at Gu Liechen, his face was full of smiles, he couldn't bear to tell him that the child wasn't coming at the right time and would affect many things they had planned for the future. 。"Is something on your mind" Gu Liechen had already noticed that Hou Shao's face was off, but he hadn't asked. 。Seeing that he remained silent for so long, Gu Liechen couldn't help but speak first. 。"Well, I didn't expect to be pregnant now." 。Since Gu Liechen asked, Hou Shao was straightforward and said, "Now is not the best time to have a baby." 。He stared at her in silence, his tone turning colder. “You don’t want him anymore” Let me know if you have any other text you'd like me to translate!。"Hou Shao hurriedly explained, afraid that Gu Liechen would misunderstand her meaning. 'I hope to have children with you, but as you know, if I give birth now, I might become a burden to you or a weakness.' " 。You were never a burden to me, you were my happiness. 。“Gu Liechen corrected Hou Shao’s words, “You just need to take care of your pregnancy, I will handle the rest.” 。"But," Hou Shao still wanted to say something, but was interrupted directly by Gu Liechen. 。"No problem, since he's here, it means we're destined to meet." 。After saying that, Gu Liechen’s voice sank slightly, “I don't want to lose another child.” 。Hou Shao's heart tightened. Their first child was their heartache, perhaps Gu Liechen was still believing the lies she told him. Maybe it was time to tell him the truth. 。Hou Shao took Gu Liechen's hand, saying with a full apology, "I'm sorry, I lied to you before. 。Gu Liechen stared silently at her, listening to her continue. 。"Back then, when I was pregnant, I also struggled with whether to keep it. I thought it was your child, so I decided that even if I became a single mother, I would keep the child." 。She thought of the child who had been aborted, her voice slowly choking with sobs, "I was ready to be a single mother, but when I went for a check-up the doctor told me that the child was a molar pregnancy. He couldn't stay, and he couldn't be born, so in the end, I could only have him aborted." 。At this point, Shao's eyes welled up with tears, as if he had once again ripped open his old wounds for everyone to see. 。"Back then, I couldn't tell you, and I had no way to tell you the truth. I hoped you would hate me, hate me until we never crossed paths again. But I never imagined that you never gave up on me." 。Tears flowed from Hou Shao's eyes, and she had finished telling him everything. She told him the biggest lie she had ever said to him, a needle that pierced his heart. This time, she hoped she could pull it out for him. 。s eyes closed, slowly opened his eyes and looked towards the cemetery in the distance.He disliked the child, but considering that the child was Lin Jinran's after all, he wouldn't do anything. He trul...